It's friday the 13th. yeah. seriously bad friday man. felt so vulnerable. during chinese. so many words i just can't seem to get them right. totally moodless after that. sorry to anyone that i dao-ed or simply no reactions from me. can't help it man. totally shagged. had oral soon after. and i talked like so. less than 5 mins man. seriously. during oral was like. wanted to say "then, ah, lor" all sorts of stupid things. which luckily i held myself back before i even blurt the word out. then after that. went to eat with clements. which after that leaving us to the 3rd floor study area. played soccer ball and crapped first. then badminton with gang! did silly stuffs! ncc was like. lol! don't care. azam said so! xD had night class at 6. lol! after night class explore the school! DAMN fun sia. seriously! let's see who was there. Syazwan, yazeed, jeff, ivan, jingzhou, mingfeng, clements, zhuanliang, pauline and me! sia la. laughed like siao sia. got to know alot of things man. seriously. then went to eat at food court with alif and joey joining us. went home only around 10pm man.

Nadfa

was sucky. didn't do well for it. feel so weak. this is the result if u slack in ncc man. sleep around. play games. watch shows. lol. nvm. last year already. no more for me next year!

anw. jj mei got to see the rk house thingy. lol. she was laughing away. wonder why. but indian asscent is hip! so IN man. xD gonna get C&C 3 from wenjie nxt week. man. 9gb man. seriously! I NEED A EXTERNAL HARDDRIVE!

Thursday made me realised alot of things man. had talks with wenjie. xiuli. found out alot of things in common. and many things i found out. hate going to school man. how i wish one day. i would just perish and never go to school. woot. i don't mind man. seriously. now i go school also like nth. go school get scoldings. like stupid. I SWEAR i will stop talking like mdm wong. bloody hell. gonna stop all that nonsenses.

Still feeling anti-social. no matter how i try to talk. it's either ppl don't even bother. and when i dun talk. they say i dun talk. wth is wrong with this man. clements was so right man. "don't work. u will get drifted away" experienced tat alrdy. not gonna attempt it again. my teenage life is like ending alrdy. to ppl around me. it's not that i dun wanna msg u. it's tat i'm not those kinda ppl who start a topic. more like a person who adapt to wat's around me. not changing things around me. if you have a problem with me. give it straight in my face. cos i dun give a damn. hate me? then fuck off.

Choice by life, Fated by destiny

alex-