This was how dark it was early in the morning. barely just past 7am! pretty amazed by the sight of it. well well. was caught sleeping in class again. TWICE! once in silent reading and once in english period. was damn tired man. only had like 4 hrs of sleep. however! i was rather alert till the end of the day! never thought that would even happened to me.

Sigh, after so long i found out that i actually turn kinda anti-social. even to the people all around me. wonder what's wrong. have always hope that i'm thinking too much. but after spending some time thinking on the bus. i was sure of it. really regretted getting a job during the last nov/dec holiday. was like. greed of money over friendship. the loss time with my friends. seriously up till now was still like quite impossible to even closen the gap. don't even mention getting back together like the old days. friendship is really something money can't buy. however, what's done can't be undone no more. just trying to close up the gap as hard as i can.

alex