Saturday, April 21, 2007

Decided to blog now. can't get myself to slp. yeah. it's the weekends again. was bored this whole week. seriously can't feel myself in me. was like dead tired yesterdae. slpt at 1.30am last last night. anw. C&c 3 was damn fun man. all the graphics and stuffs. lol. was damn lazy since last week man. can't help it. sec 5 play catching? yeah tat's us. seriously damn fun! u get to run around. bond with yr friends. improve on 2.4 blah blah blah. LOL. suay-ness bestow them. all got caught by pang except for me. even had to climb out of school. like moron la. 3 more days to the start of mid-year. didn't realli even started yet.

finding life more n more meaningless. wat's the point of getting such good things in life. u gonna end up dead one day. getting all the misery on to you. the inner hollow in me now. is taking over me. didn't expect myself to change in like a blink of an eye. seriously i agree to wat joanne told me. "very scared one day no more friends" it's likely human nature to be scared. however. just think. if u ever angered yr friends or stuffs like tat. of cos they will distance themself from you. tat's the point where u get to close in to them. learn from mistakes n stop doing the same thing time n time again. if u expect things from them. dun give them the wet blanket. get it? give them the wet blanket. they shut themselves off to the world of their own alrdy. so u tell me. wat's the point of life?

feeling more n more in my own world whenever i'm with the gang. it's like non of a common topic all can talk about. seriously. everytime we talk n talk is all about problem n problems n more problems. wat's the point. come'on ppl live happily. get over with the past, do with the present, plan for the future.

However. getting outta the box to everything all around me. communicated more with classmates. at least they dun wet blanket me. oh yeah. forgetting tat i bought a anti-social headset. loving it man. damn it. my room is in a seriously big mess. gonna clean it up either later on or tml man. WHERE GOT TIME TO STUDY?!

alex-

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